noxiesjournal


	I hate my life part 2
	okay time for me to vent more! i thought you were all my friends!!!! Mark Henderson- you all call him hen... he runs an undergroud chinchilla breeding facility and he tests cosmetics on them... one of you radicals should call PETA and do something about this. i think he also implants drugs in them and smuggles drugs around the world. otherwise known as "operation Cannon Ball" Flenke- hes an alcoholic and i self declared "decendant of hitler.. his hatred of black people is so great. Jeff Lail- in his own words "im glad AIDS came about to rid the world of people like you fran" i cried a little Dan adam- he runs an undergroud kiddie porn dungeon with his accomplice Gary of Garys Ice creams. he also helps me make crystal meth and we hand it out at the door at surrender.. he made me break my edge! Current Location: crying in my bed Current Mood: cold Current Music: thursday- GREATEST HITS


	i hate everyone! i hate my life! amanda.. im sure you can all agree shes a major bitch! i hate how i never get to see matt because of her! hes my friend too mwaaaah. mary.. yeah mary is the fakest person youll ever meet DONT TRUST HER! she stabbed me in the back and stole my boyfriend. Joanna.. DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED! first i bet you didnt know shes bulemic? yeah and she covers her mouth when she eats and what is it with her and dating ugly dudes with "NICE PERSONALITIES"? april.. eh i dont trust her as far as I can throw her. shes like talking into a mega phone. people seem to know everything i tell her. and what is it with dating all those gay guys???!?!!?!? matt mccarron. that kid is such a DIPSHIT!! hahahahaha if I wasnt a RADICAL oh lord!!! (laugh its funny) Rich... wtf is with that kid. he tries so hard to promote this city and. WTF is so great about Lowell? I wouldnt brag about having connections here. "networking" hah "having a network in lowell is like the smartest kid with down syndrome." Current Location: my meth lab Current Mood: EMO Current Music: slit my wrists and suicide by thursday


	guys i drink a lot and no im not writing on here cause im trying to get you guys to go all AA on me.. just stating the fact. I went to the club saturday and I was trashed before I even got there. my crush came up to me let me repeat that MY CRUSH CAME UP TO ME and I was too drunk to really dance. he said it was cute and gave me his number. it was pretty sweet. i got to go to a house party again.. hadnt done that since like the beginning of september. Its different now that i can drink, it kinda lost its appeal and the fun of being sneaky. If I wasnt an alcoholic.. id be boring lol. i think i lack the discipline to be anything other than fucked up. i suck at following rules and it pisses people off sometimes but you know what? I LIVE TO MAKE ME HAPPY and when it comes down to it.. even when you were mad i amused you. Current Location: earth? Current Mood: gone nuts Current Music: stupid fucking people / The BellRays